Downloaded applications for BlackBerry® Smartphones and Tablets

[vegastar]

I think I deleted my blackberry messenger by mistake. It is no longer on my phone. I cant seem to find it anywhere. I can only find the version for 4.0 and 4.1 but I have a 4.5. I contacted my service provider [Alltel] and they told me that blackberry messenger is only a trial app and that it expiers and that I have to download it from Handango.com Which I didn't see on there. >_<

Is there aany way that I can get the messenger back on my phone? 

Im so sad without it !! *tear*

[vegastar]

I forgot to mention that I have a pearl 8130

[Xandrex]

BlackBerry Messenger is free and it is not a trial. It never expires.
to get it back, go to the alltel blackberry page and download the latest "Devices software" and install it onto your installation of Desktop Manager.
Then Use Desktop Manager to install that OS onto your BlackBerry device. During the installation, you can make surethat "BlackBerry Messenger" is checked.